The chance to be here and not here

Not sure if it's the best idea to make changes to entries after I've already posted them. My most loyal readers are surely hitting "refresh" constantly, Mark Zuckerberg-style, so they're not likely to read the updated version, but rather the first, rough post, just after I impulsively hit "publish. "Oh well, I suppose that's the price of loyalty, and the price of my impatience, insistence on sending things immediately out into the universe, the one (there may be many) that is always sending so many things to me.